I am in a wierd spot at the moment as I feel very detached from it all. Its a blur, and I can barely focus. I have done so many things in the last 8 months that its like I have no relationship to the things I have created. I am floating in a haze of production. I just plug away at it day in and day out and dont really think about what im doing. I really miss thinking about what im doing. That was always part of the joy. Thinking, planning, executing, in that order. The execution took the least amount of time generally, so you can see why I would be missing the other two parts. Now I give about 2.5 seconds of thinking and planning and just attack a canvas or a piece of paper. Its certainly given me skills I wouldnt have gained any other way, but I think I need some perspective now.
Wierd the things that happen to you when you enter into any kind of challenge.